Frustrated..

I have become sober. My creativity bug is starting to stir. My shutter is addicting. I feel there is not enough time in the day to capture the images I need. It would be so great if I had a portrait studio and work lined up all the time so I could just shoot all the time! I have to build this studio first. I have to design a backdrop holder. I need another speed light, and a D70 to trigger both speed lights. I need umbrellas, filters, 3 new tripods, diffusers, models. I could make and create all I need I suppose, just to get started. And maybe even sell the work. So much to do and so many ideas. So little time it seems...